Do one thing everyday that scares you. I did something like that today. I donated blood. And I learnt that it is nothing to be afraid of. I was apprehensive at first, especially after the person lying next to me fainted just as the nurse was about to stick the big needle into my arm. It didn't hurt much. And so I sat there watching my the blood drip into the bag, the most blood I have ever shed. After a while my fingers felt a little numb, and i experienced some tingling at my fingertips, but that was all. 15 minutes later, the bag was full and I was free to go.

Coming home from school, I witnessed a horrific accident. A car overturned on the pavement and smashed out of shape.


On another note, I am not impressed. If I am happier now, my life hassle free, why should I go back? To bailing out unappreciative people. For friendship? For people you cannot count on? No thanks. Totally different issue and different circumstances, and maybe I am more like Kaori than I had thought.