I have just finished my last exam in NUS(I hope.) Japanese 1. It will be good if I do well, but right now it doesn't matter even if I don't. I guess you can say that I am all grown up. As I left the exam venue, I felt light, as if a weight had been lifted but at the same time I felt some sadness, because I have had some great times in NUS and it will take some getting used to, not being a student with all the time in the world between lectures, making new friends, hell even mugging was fun. There is a sense of camaraderie between people studying for the same exam.

But my whole life lies ahead of me and as I walked along the corridor of the SRC, where the noticeboards are, some memory snippets come back to me, comforting nostalgia and I keep repeating these words in my head, "The more you know who you are and what you want, the less you let things and people affect you.." I don't know yet what I want to do next in my life but maybe I will enjoy figuring it out.


and I ask myself what is it that I feel for her.



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Added at 8:42 Pm

Walked around town, went to Borders then the national lib and then met edmund for dinner. Edmund the wise old man, always makes sense. Got home, read Silly Susan's blog entry. The simplest words can elicit such sadness. This track by the Smashing Pumpkins just sums up what I feel.