Chronophobia
時間是賊　偷走一切


I think it was Lucy the other day, at the tea garden. I was telling her, that I think this is the happiest I have ever been since age 12. I am happy in my own skin, satisfied with who I am, proud of what I believe in. I am financially independent. I have a lovely girlfriend and a great bunch of friends I would keep for life(you know who you are, you rascals, yes rascals, even the girls)My idealism is still intact, more or less. I am still hungry. There are so many things I want to do, so many places I want to visit, and I feel like I possess the ability to actually accomplish whatever it is I want to do.

Ironically it is at this very same moment, that I feel like time has caught up on me. The big three zero is but a thousand or so days away. It's scary. I know the clock won't stop, but I am hoping I will be allowed to linger here, just a little longer.