Last night, I was reminded of why I ran in 2011. This should have been between the two of us. It should have been, in 2011. I just made the mistake of letting my resentment with your mum lead me into thinking our values differed. Or perhaps they do differ, seeing how you are content to let her run your life.  But I think the love was always there. It may have fluctuated but I never stopped loving you.