It irks me that I have been wrong all along. I am not angry,just fucking disappointed. I really did love her but now its no longer about the parents, is it? Its about the way she handles things. I tried to ignore the precedents believing that somehow I was not the same but it seems that has always been her way. You know, I really did believe what you told me, all the things you had said but now it has all gone terribly wrong. How do you do it and still be happy with yourself? Where is the wonderful girl I knew? Please don't do something like this to anyone else. It has been painful, acutely painful. If you are truly happy, you won't need to keep reminding yourself you are happy.


"heh" "not too bad"