It is amazing how your mood can turn in a moment. Right away I knew I would feel this way. I tried to think of how in the past when I wouldn't feel like this. Didn't work. I hate this feeling. Jealousy. And yet I can't help it. I know that I am assuming, and I don't know for sure but assumption is enough.I can't seem to shake off the feeling inside. It's in my mind but why does it make my heart feel bad?

X'Ho on Lush talking about taking a shower of light. I sure could use some of that now.