I know now. Not that it is a big deal. I am rather pleased and surprised that I should feel so little if any. But it's been awhile and there are so many other(better?) girls out there. Well if any there is a tinge of indignation. The reason still stands doesn't it? and yet she was willing to go for it? And then on the other hand, you want her to be happy. Because she was special.

But no, I won't read anymore. For awhile at least. I am moving on.