Woke up at 4am. Can't seem to get back to sleep anymore.

"There was a man back in '95
Whose heart ran out of summers
But before he died, I asked him

Wait, what's the sense in life
Come over me, Come over me

He said, "Son, why you got to sing that tune
Catch a Dylan song or some eclipse of the moon
Let an angel swing and make you swoon
Then you will see... You will see."

Then he said, "Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I..."

Lately it seems, I keep reminding myself to live my life, the way I want it. Go about it with a spring in my step. Keep an open mind. Do not expect too much. Life isn't fair. Make the best of what you get. Be confident. Challenge yourself. Everything new is a new experience. Savour them. Life's surprises. Every second is unique. Be spontaneous. Live according to your own principles. I think that sometimes I am lazy or I am afraid and I compromise or I try to conform. I am 24 but I am still searching for myself, trying to become the me I want to be. I hope I keep my sense of wonder. Don't compromise. Don't sell out. Don't slouch.

Reading about the Universe and quantum physics, Schroedinger's Cat, Heisenberg Uncertainty, Blackholes and quarks; The vastness of the Universe is impossible to comprehend, how small I am in contrast, our lives, the world we know, the earth so insignificant against the whole backdrop and how seemingly accidental, but I am sure there's a reason.

We Live and Love.