If I was happy to see her, I couldn't show it. And I was. You dunno how hard this is not being able to be yourself. But in my head I kept thinking, she's andy's girl now and things will have to change. I remember a conversation I had with Laiyee and she said, " Now that she and him are gonna get together, I will have to slowly fade away." I guess I must have had taken her words more seriously than I had thought, because I think now maybe, that this is what I must do also.
Fade away.