The sun broke through the mass of dark clouds as I stood in the centre of the soggy NUS field, 22 huffing players all around me, transforming the moment, and giving me hope that I will soon be out of this. To bail out now is the right time, I think, because you can't hope to fight the history that they have. Beautiful blue skies are behind these dark clouds, I just need to sit tight and they will soon blow away.