I was thinking about it, the whole way to vivocity, to meet Martha to choose Olivia's present. Thinking about how it's slowly dying, drying up. But that's the only way, That's what they all say. And when you have so much time like me, you tend to think alot. Maybe Mr Hyde is right.

I finished the Alchemist in the library. Trying to apply the lessons learnt from it, I picked up my phone and almost dialled a number, It is just the most meaningful book you could ever read, but I just couldn't bring myself to apply what I have learnt, no I am not as big as that. And if you look at it, it would have come to this eventually, when the choice is finally made. She can't have her cake and eat it at the same time.