Sure feels like I am leaning on a broken fence between past and present tense. I am sitting in front of the computer at Simian's place, waiting for the rest to arrive. Then a last supper, and we are off to the airport. A slow depression has been creeping up on me since saturday, knowing 2 of my closest friends, since we were kids are leaving. Life will go on and I know I will still have alot of good friends, but somehow I have never felt as lonely. 2007 is a period of change and maybe its the inertia thats affecting me, I don't know. Before I was excited about the challenges ahead, now everything seems to have taken a nose dive and I can only brace myself for the impact.


I will miss you guys.