It's 530am, the first chirping of an early bird can be heard and I am still stuck here, tossing and turning, my head in a mess, my heart aching.Do you know how much it hurts, to hear you say you trust someone u have known for three weeks more than you trust me? I will only see her on Friday, after National Day,which will be the longest time we will not see each other since Australia and perhaps this break will be good for both of us.  I resolve to use this time to sort out my feelings and thoughts.