It's time to grow up. I can't wait to start work. I'll strive to be good teacher, to be a more responsible person. Being idle like I am now fills my head with all those crazy thoughts. The happy-go-lucky, the-devil-may-care-yet-I don't, "Go with the Flow" Wx will soon be gone. I am not throwing away who I am, I am just improving myself, mellowing. I want to do things the right way, I don't want to improvise my whole life, I don't want to be impromptu anymore. I want to plan, l want to have goals and act on them. I have realised that there are some things, some people in life worth fighting for. Even if she says she doesn't feel the way she did before,even if she says she can't like me the way she did anymore, I can't change the way I feel. I will be there for her. I will respect her feelings, and take a step back now, better myself, and hope that the future will bring us back together.

To all my dearest friends, the people who have given me sound and good advice, encouraged me, lent a listening ear, people like Lulu, Wanxin, Nerine, Abel, Jiali, Olivia and especially Gwen, thank you all for everything. I hope as I strive to become a better and more mature person, you will all continue to support and remind me, be honest with me, believe in me, growing up isn't easy, help me grow up right. Have faith in me, my actions will speak louder than my words.