So many occasions in the last few months, when I have felt the strong urge to pick up the phone and dial your number; like when I met David for Ice Cream which turned out to be 1-for-1 Magnum from 7-11, when Miu Miu did a double flip, when Sabrina sent me a photo of Charlotte wearing the dress we bought together, when I craved chocolate cake from Mad Jacks, when I heard Lady Antebellum on the radio, on June 11th one year on, I guess I never did because I wanted to be sure I would never hurt you again, but I took too long.

I just want to hold you in my arms again.