It's saturday morning halfway into august, and I have just about had enough of this cycle I find myself in right now, a cycle of disillusionment, encouragement, hope(false?), brainf**king, disillusionment, encouragement, hope, disillusionment over and over again. I don't want to think so much anymore, just that the thoughts won't go away. Break out break out, break out of it!

In the newspaper today, the last igloo in the artic has been taken down, as global warming frees up the artic ice for development. Now that is one worrying and sad story, but it doesn't distract me long enough. 

I want to shout out, I don't care anymore, but I know that'd be denial, because I care as much as ever.