



every moment, every turning point, every romantic encounter in life, has been marked with a distinct song. our frailties, dreamy encounters and setbacks are always reflected with a soundtrack- a tune which brings us back, a button that allows us to freeze time and playback all those precious moments, good or bad.
The Little Fibre Glass Boy
不知道什麼時候,我們走到了大人的世界。
Be warned, another photography post or in the words of Jamie, "Geek-talk".
Labels: Photography
The thermometer reads 22 degrees after a whole day of rain, perfect weather for sleeping in and sleep in I did after my gf took a rain check on our shopping plans. I needed the rest anyway, after a hectic(but fulfilling) yesterday - Sunday which began at 6am, ending past midnight, to be exact 2.30am this morning. A Sunday which saw everyone come together, to celebrate Burong's wedding as well as at the stroke of midnight, to Martell toasts and bad singing, Mos' birthday. To quote my mother, Burong, although meet-ups are sporadic nowadays, is almost like a brother. We spent so much of our childhood years together, from the ages 11-16, Burong, goalie turned sweeper(after the emergence of Tweety bird) for our kampung football team, he later left to form his own Geylang Methodist Team, whom we would play every holidays, Burong who would come to my place and we would sit in front of the computer, he, my brother, and me, plotting our team strategies, mulling over which players to buy, in Championship Manager. I was a bad loser, hitting the reset button on a couple of occasions whenever my team lost to his, and I am sorry for that, although it may seem like a small thing now. Burong got married to Cecilia yesterday and I played my part as one of his 5 "Brothers".
In the Widow's Hostel, I was taught harshly, once-and-for-all, the lesson of No Escape; now, seated hunched over paper in a pool of Anglepoised light, I no longer want to be anything except who I am. Who what am I? My answer: I am the sum total of everything that went before me, of all I have been seen done, of everything done-to-me. I am everyone everything whose being-in-the-world affected was affected by mine. I am anything that happens after I've gone which would not have happened if I had not come. Nor am I particularly exceptional in this matter, each 'I', everyone of the now-six-hundred-million-plus of us, contains a similar multitude. I repeat for the last time: to understand me, you'll have to swallow a world.