One week. No more paw-steps in the dark.


Refereeing can be hazardous sometimes. I was the assistant referee (or linesman) at Marina South for a bad tempered Divison 3 match today. The referee was spat at by a player he sent off. A moment of chaos ensued as all the Redhill players surrounded the referee and shouted at him. I had to rush in from the sideline to push them away.

3 more days and my exams are over. First thing to do is to buy a pot which I will fill with soil and Candy's ashes. I 'll grow some flowers.

Candy passed away this morning. I cry because I miss you. But I know it's not painful for you anymore. Goodbye. I love you.

I can not say this enough, Ben Gibbard writes such beautiful lyrics.

"Death Cab For Cutie Photobooth lyrics"

I remember when the days were long,
And the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling, the childish fits, and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double-speak
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will put your hard heart away.
You were so condescending..
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
Skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true,
As the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well, I lost track, and then those words were said.
You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed.
Soon we woke and I walked you home,
And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
As the alcohol drained the days.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
The empty bottles, spent cigarettes.
So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on.


It felt right then.
when apart, we lose the feeling.
and we rationalize things.

It's raining outside. and raining inside too.
the rain today smells of butterscotch, or its something to do with my imagination.


H o l l o w ..... e m p t y

What am I doing in the Central Library at 9:13pm on Saturday? I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.


I wish i could be with you somewhere, anywhere, like we used to.

My dog is better today.I really really hope the improvement continues.

Dear God, Please don't let my dog die.

my dog is sick and in hospital :(

The Atlantic(ocean) was born today, and I'll tell you how:

the clouds above opened up and let it out.

i was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
when the water filled every hole.
and thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
making islands where no island should go.
oh no.

those people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
i thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
the rhythm of my footsteps crossing flood lands
to your door have been silenced forever more.
the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
it seems farther than ever before
oh no.

i need you so much closer.


Ben Gibbard(DCFC)

I guess the only consolation with things now is that I have made a really good friend in Henry, who's really cool and shares my interest in music, chilling out and being spontaneous. I guess I have made alot of friends this semester, somehow they have filled part of the void. Henry drove so we popped down to Cafe Cosmo this evening and Local Bar Boys, with the charismatic Joe Ng were playing live, and it was great. Winnie got really excited, and her eyes became bigger :p I drank abit and got a little drunk for awhile. Coming back and passing by Clifford Pier, tears welled up, but I didn't let them fall.

Everytime it rains like this, I worry about you.

I was coming home in a taxi just now and read something meaningful from the Reader's Digest onboard. I am not sure i remember it exactly but it goes something like this. "To love someone is to learn the song within her heart and sing it to her when she has forgotten it."

It has been a hectic day. Woke up with a smile because the Red Devils have closed the gap on Chelsea to 7 points. Went down to St Wilfreds to be the assistant referee for the "Kowloon Cup". I realised I have learnt alot from refereeing lately, lessons on better refereeing and lessons on life and how to deal with people. I am taking it more seriously. Went home for lunch and then went down for my Sunday League game. Unfortunately, we lost 3-1 under torrential rain.

This has been a refereeing weekend. Yesterday I did an NFL division 3 game, the Kowloon Cup this morning and then after I finish writing this, I am going to rush over to St Wilfreds to referee another game. In total this weekend, 5 hours of refereeing, 140 dollars richer.

reminder: coffee or ice cream with Wynne tomorrow be4 she goes to South Africa.

The last day of March - Today was a pretty good day. I became a champion. Even if it is only the IFG. We played SDE today in the final which was interrupted by lightning halfway through. The clouds cleared eventually and the game continued and we won by 2 goals to 1. I ran and I ran and my legs ache so much now.

After the game, I got a call from Liz and we went for dinner at Ikea. It was pretty good. As always we can just talk and talk. We chatted till the restaurant closed. The meatballs tasted good. it's been a long time.