I went to the coastline and found my answer.

Memories.

你好吗？

Slept in the whole day conserving energy for the job tonight photographing Pub quizzes. Gonna be on Life cover soon. It was Father's Day over the weekend and I couldn't help it but to think.

Yasa is back in Singapore. We picked him up at the airport and on the way to Old Airport Road, I called Terence who we haven't seen in a long time, and he immediately said, 'Ok, I will see you guys there." We practically grew up together, and the familiarity I think will always be there.

Wishful thinking.

What if I want things to return to the way they were 1.5 years ago? Wishful thinking I guess.

The best bit of this weekend.

This has been as bad a weekend I can remember this year.

memory

Sometimes, memory hits you. 2-3 years worth can leave you feeling....I have no words to describe this feeling.

rinko

"it's a necessity that you can shoot stuff
magically. accidents are necessary, but after I take a
photograph, it is not all done. I continue to work on it.’
she suggests that the editing and presentation of the work
is as important to the final image as composing and taking
the photograph itself." rinko kawauchi

Be careful crossing the road.

I had a bad dream last night of Yaohui rushing across the streets to make a photograph and being mowed down by a Tank. Insane dream but please everyone be careful!

360

Just finished the IPA 360 workshop. An intense weekend talking about photography has deepened my understanding of the medium. Encouraged and enriched.

one problem with this.

Regret?

I think of that afternoon and I can't forgive myself. My only defense is that I really couldn't take the pressure. Not when something as big as that was taken out of my hands.