Tuesday thoughts.
If I want you back. Can it ever be the same again?
every moment, every turning point, every romantic encounter in life, has been marked with a distinct song. our frailties, dreamy encounters and setbacks are always reflected with a soundtrack- a tune which brings us back, a button that allows us to freeze time and playback all those precious moments, good or bad.
Sometimes you meet people who stretch your patience to its limits. I have been able to help a few 'wayward' students in the last 3 years because they were essentially just misunderstood, maligned individuals which I could understand and empathize with. The one I have met this year, I just don't think I will ever understand or empathize with, so it's easier to smile and be nice.
When I started this blog, I envisioned it to be a sort of music diary, but it somehow evolved into, well, a regular blog.
"Sometimes I wonder if I married the right person." She said, with a tinge of resignation. I guess that is why I want to be absolutely sure and perhaps why I baulked under pressure last year.
I have been feeling so weary lately. Not in a physical way but emotionally. I find myself missing different people at different times, at different places. At other times I feel numb. And just for a moment just now driving home, I felt like I was going to burst out in tears.
Another saturday of assignments for ST to distract from inner upheaval. How I found the energy to have supper with Wei Leng last night is a mystery, but I sank into bed almost immediately after I got home last night, grateful for sleep's embrace.
Feeling really sick today. I wonder if it's the side effects from the wisdom teeth removal or the side effects from all the medications I have been taking.