Roar.

Blew my top this morning at work. To waste our time when you are not even properly prepared is unacceptable. Days like this, I can only wish we were driving down Big Sur again, Lady Antebellum playing on the car stereo.

7 to 7

I leave school past 7pm for the 3rd time this week. I feel drained. Some days I feel like it's worth it. On others, like today, I wonder how long we can keep this up? One of our roles as teachers is to encourage and motivate, but who's gonna cheer on the cheerleader?

Hunger Games

Watched the Hunger games tonight, and strangely I could empathize with both Kantis and Peter. Definitely worth 2 hrs of your time and not something you will forget in a hurry.

我只是敢不同

我不好也不坏 不特别出众
我只是敢不同
我的人生就是 一错再错
错完了再从头

Mess

Some days, I just feel all messed up. Driving home through the rain, I realise I really don't know where I am heading. Should I just follow my heart, can I afford to? What if what I think I feel is an illusion or simply a temporal burning? It seems distance has done nothing; only to make us both want it more, but we don't dare. So I try and I try to fight this feeling.

March 11

早晨。我在酒店的停车场等待。听着五月天的歌，温故知新。突然想起教我温故知新的你。奇怪，从前代表我的歌现在变成了代表我们，属于你和我，的歌曲。

Friday Night

Good Parenting

Well done Mom and Dad.

Someone slap me.

I don't want to feel this anymore.

I am going against my heart and it's taking a lot. But I am stronger than this or am I not?

Epitaph.

So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past

First Time

So much I wish I could tell you about a day of drama.

I choose sleep as my balm.